From 'Liberation In The Palm Of your Hand', by Pabonkha Rinpoche (from the section on developing mental quiescence) (edited and slightly modified in some places for personal use)
Laziness has four antidotes:
(1) faith due to seeing the good qualities of single-pointed concentration; (2)
yearning and wishing for single-pointed concentration; (3) perseverance in
seeking single-pointed concentration;
and, (4) seeking the result
of single-pointed concentration- meditative suppleness.
(Note: single-pointed
concentration is applicable to any object of meditation.)
The faith that comes form
seeing the good qualities of single-pointed concentration develops as follows:
(first think about the
disadvantages of not having single-pointed concentration:)
Engaging in the Deeds of
Bodhisattvas says:
You may persevere a long while
at recitation, and all types of asceticism,
with a mind that is distracted by other
things,
but that is said to be meaningless.
In other words, think about
the damage a distracted mind does to you.
(next think about the
advantages of having developed mental stabilization:)
If you develop mental
quiescence you will be able to focus your attention on a subject quite firmly
whenever you perform some virtuous practice.
Because of this firmness, you will soon achieve the common clairvoyances
and so forth; your sleep will become single-pointed concentration; your
delusions will become very slight indeed.
More importantly, it will be
easier for you to quickly develop [realization] into the path, from devotion to
your spiritual guide all the way up to the generation and completion stages.
Think about these good
qualities. They all result from having
faith due to seeing the good qualities of single-pointed concentration. With this faith you will achieve the wish and
perseverance to seek single-pointed concentration.
With these you will wish to
have meditative suppleness.
This is how these four
antidotes act as causes and effects- the latter ones developing from the
earlier in an orderly fashion.
Very strong memory
(mindfulness) is necessary to maintain the continuity of your meditation
device, rather like a hand holding a rosary.
An individual's memory (mindfulness) may be strong or weak, and this
will make it easy or difficult for him to achieve mental quiescence.
[Asanga's] Compendium of
Metaphysics says on the subject of memory:
What is memory? Something that functions so as not to
allow the mind to forget a thing with
which it has been
made familiar.
Memory must distinguish the object
(clarity), and memory necessarily has the property of retention.
Do not become distracted-
retain a tight hold on the visualization.
You must imagine it and nothing else.
You will fall prey to
excitement and dullness during your actual meditation period while recalling
your meditation device.
Mental fog can be either
non-virtuous or neutral. It obscures the
consciousness, weighing down both mind and body as when you want to go to
sleep.
There are two types of
dullness: subtle and coarse. When you
recall your meditation device, its image may be steady but unclear. This is coarse dullness.
Subtle dullness is as
follows: you have not lost the retained features of the visualization (or the
meditation object), you even have steadiness and clarity of image, but the
force of your retention has slakened, and its clarity is not intense. Subtle dullness is the main obstruction to
meditation. What do I mean by 'not being
intense'? I mean that there is clarity,
but the mind has become somewhat slack.
At such a time, though the images's stability is quite firm, this
slackness has acted as a cause for subtle dullness. If the image has intense clarity, the mind is
sharp, fresh, vital, and still on the meditation device.
(he is speaking about acuity
of perception)
I can illustrate the fact
that you can have both clarity and stability but that the clarity may or may
not be intense. Suppose you are holding
your rosary and bowl in your hands. You
may hold them differently, one tightly and one loosely.
Or, more generally, we can
always have faith in a guru, but this may or may not be particularly
strong. From time to time we may develop
more or stronger faith in him; the way we retain our faith is then more acute than
before. That is the difference between
the two situations, They say this will
become very clear in the light of experience in contemplation.
(Note: Clarity and brightness
are not due to the object. Whether or
not there is any clarity or brightness is necessarily a function of subjective
consciousness. When there is no clarity
it is as if a veil has been drawn over the image.)
Regarding excitement:
A compendium of Metaphyisics
says this about excitement:
What is excitement? A disturbed aspect of mind,
a form of attachment led astray by beautiful
signs.
It functions by inturrupting mental
quiescence.
Beautiful objects- the
objects of your attachment- unfocus the mind.
Thus they are the beautiful signs referred to here. Suppose you watch an opera one day and that
night you vividly recall the scene: this is an example of realling an
attractive object of your attachment.
There is a big difference
between lack of focus (scattering) and excitement. You can become unfocused through an unpleasant
object, such as your enemy. At such a
time, you undergo mental distress. Or
while meditating on mental quiescence you can become unfocused by some virtuous
object, such as generosity, ethics, and so on.
These may be forms of lack of
focus, but they are not excitement.
Nevertheless, both lack of focus and excitement may inturrupt your
mental quiescence.
Why then is only excitement
assumed to be the thing that inturrupts mental quiescence? Lack of focus is slighter and of shorter
duration when its object is either theobject of your hostility or when your
attention is being directed to something virtuous. And as the lineage of this type of
presentation has it, lack of focus is much greater when the object is something
to which you are attached.
So lack of focus is usually
of the latter type [i.e. excitement] because it is easier to develop than the
other forms. It has been given pride of
place and we shall discuss excitement alone.
But note: when you meditate on mental quiescence, your mental state will
be interrupted by the two other types of lack of focus: unfocusing due to
either pleasant or unpleasant objects; and lack of focus due to, for example,
recalling some generosity you may have performed, prostrations you may have
made, etc. When you meditate for mental
quiescence you have to put a stop to these forms of unfocusing whenever they
occur.
We may lose track of the
meditation device such that it is no longer our mental object. For example, when meditating on the form of a
diety, we may forget about our visualization for a while. Coarse excitement is just such a loss of the
meditation device.
Subtle excitement is as
follows: the mind does not lose track of the device, but something subliminal
with a pleasant aspect arises in a portion of the mind below the level of
conceptual thought. This form of
excietment is different from coarse exctement, and it is illustrated by water
flowing under a sheet of ice.
Though the actual antidote to
both of these unfortunate conditions is not vigilance, vigilance is still a
component of the antidote, just as the army hasits scouts. You must cultivate vigilance in order to
detect whether you have any excitement or dullness.
If you apply vigilance
continuously it becomes a hinderance to your meditative state, but if you do
not apply vigilance regularly you may develop some serious faults in your
single-pointed concentration and not be aware of it.
It says in The Gelugpa
Mahamudra: 'Turn off vigilance when this seems right.' In other words, keep your vigilance in
check. You must apply it only from time
to time to see if you have any excitement or dullness.
This is like holding a bowl
of tea in your hand: you both hold it firmly and look to see if the bowl has
tilted. Similarly, you hold the meditation
through memory (mindfulness) while retaining its image firmly, and maintain the
visualization while using vigilance to check whether or not you have any
excitement or dullness. By the way,
vigilance is an ally of wisdom.
If your vigilance has detected
any dullness or excitement- whether in coarse or subtle form- you must apply
the antidotes without further ado.
Adjustment is actually the
antidote to equanimity [also known as non-adjustment]. Adjustment has to be mentally applied against
non-adjustment. These twoare like enemy
scouts: as soon as one sees the other, he tries to stop him.
So, how should the (first
stage, direct) antidote be applied?
(For dullness:)
Subtle dullness is a state of
depressed mental activity. Thus both
depression and dullness have much the same consequences. With subtle dullness you have clarity and
stability of image, but the quality of its retention has dropped and the
clarity, therefore, is notas intense.
Whenever you develop this form of dullness there is no need to break off
visualizing since it is sufficient to tighten up your retention of the
image.
However, when your hold
becomes too tight, you develop excitement, and you should then loosen your
hold.
As the Bhagavan said:
If the vina's string is too taught, loosen
it;
tighten or loosen it as needed
making sure that it does not get too
slack.
In the end the sound will be sweet.
You should do the same thing:
loosen a little when you feel you will develop excitement, and tighten when
your hold a little when you feel that dullness will ensue if you loosen any
more. Experience dictates the
border-line between these two.
If you do not analyze
intelligently through your vigilance it will be very hard for you to put your
finger on it.
Acharya Chandragomin said:
Apply effort and you get excited;
Abandon it and you develop depression.
- If this is true, and it is so hard to gain
absorption,
Why should I bother
It will only disturb my mind!
Doing this sort of thing may
be mentally fatiguing; but among all types of enemies, an enemy who is one of
your family or household is the hardest to identify. Because of this, they are the most
dangerous. Likewise, this type of
dullness threatens to do the most damage to your single-pointed concentration;
so you must seek this fine-tuned state.
In spite of having fine-tuned
your mind, you may again lose the intensity of the image's clarity. When thhis happens, the retention lapses and
the image is no longer clear. If this sill
not go away, coarse dullness has returned.
It says in The Heart of the
Middle Way:
'When meditation on lofty
visualizations depresses you,
be expansive'.
That is, the fault is that
your mind is in a great knot; so you should meditate a little, dispensing with
the visualization.
If the problem does not then
go away and your mind becomes depressed (dull) when you resume the
visualization, is there some means of uplifting the mind?
(second stage, indirect
adjustment)
One way is to cheer yourself
up by contemplating how difficult it is to find the most beneficial optimum
human rebirth. Or you coul contemplate
the good qualities of the Three Jewels, study the benefits of devoting yourself
to a spiritual guide, contemplate the benefits fo bodhicitta, etc. These will uplift your mind.
You could imagine rays of
light shining on you, or meditate on things like the giving visualization.
Our minds have not been
familiar with this sort of thing in the past and it will be difficult to gain
immediate benefit from these techniques.
But when we become familiar with them, the contemplation of things such
as how hard it is to gain a human rebirth will be like splashing cold water on
our faces. The problem will disappear.
If still the problem will not
go away, terminate your meditation session.
Mental fog is causing you to develop dullness. Use some means to make the mental fog,
sleepiness, or grogginess go away.
Settle down in some cool
spot, go for a walk on some high, open place, go for a visit, splash water on
your face, and so on. If these clear
your mind, resume your visualization as before.
(For excitement:) (first
stage, direct)
Subtle excitement is when you
do not lose track of the meditation device but the mind is distracted.
(It could be that the mind is
not used to this, and that further mindfulness meditation, and practice calming
the mind is needed. Or:)
When this happens, the fault
could be that the mind is too tight.
When this happens, slightly loosen your retention of the image. If that does not help and your mind is still
distracted, you now have a coarse form of excitement.
This has developed perhaps
because of your happy state of mind, (in which case) you should not increase
your happiness any more. Over-happiness
is damaging, as shown by the story of King Shuddhodana [Buddha's father], who
could not attain the state of a Stream-Enterer [because he was so elated by his
son's return].
In this kind of situation,
don't stop the meditation session, for, as it is said in The Heart of the
Middle Way:
'Calm your excitement by
thinking of impermanance and the like.'
(second stage, indirect)
In other words, contemplate
things that cause mental depression, weariness, or renunciation. Death and impermanance or the sufferings
encountered in samsara and the lower realms are just such things.
If this does not clear up the
problem, employ a more forceful method to rid yourself of excitement. Because your conceptual thinking has
increased you should do the following visualization when you breathe in or out:
When you breathe, think, 'I
am breathing in', or, 'I am breathing
out'. Also think, 'That's the first
time', and continue to count mentally the number or times you have been breathing
in and out.
At first you will only be
able to manage up to three or four cycles.
Just resume counting from one again.
If doing this does not cut
your excitement, take a break from the session.
Then meditate in shorter sessions, preceeding these by a firm resolve.
It is most important to break
off your meditations at the right point: stop while it is still a pleasure to
meditate.
Although our hope is for an
image that remains stable for long periods of time, all we can do at present is
to evoke the visualization; it will not persist. Thus we should make each session quite
short. We are told to have eighteen
sessions each day. If after some time
you do not lose your dullness or excitement, you should have a larger number of
very short sessions. These should be of
the highest quality. Do this, and the
image will begin to persist of its own accord.
Only when this happens should you lengthen the sessions.
When you have put an end to
your dullness or excitement, further adjustment then itself becomes a pitfall,
although it is at times an antidote. The
antidote to this (further adjustment) is non-adjustment. You must cultivate this equanimity.
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